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Crazychristian Admin
Posts : 839 Join date : 2008-05-20 Age : 31 Location : Edina, Minnesota
| Subject: Gaaa.... Fri Aug 29, 2008 11:53 pm | |
| I don't know what I want to do. Like honestly. I am feeling really weird again and super un-motivated. I just... I don't know how to explain... And I need to fix whatever is wrong. Whatever the hell it is.
I don't know what I want to do in life. I just can't not think about it. I try to take small steps and think small and do random things, but I can't avoid that I am totally miss-guided and again I don't know what I want to do w/ my life. (And I mean that in a non-suicidal way).
So I dunno. Just thought I was going to throw that out there. I am going to go talk to my parents and tell them I love them. | |
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Jeff Acolyte
Posts : 689 Join date : 2008-05-21 Age : 31 Location : Edina, MN
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Sat Aug 30, 2008 11:37 am | |
| Whoa, thats sounds really suicidal. I mean, your 15, my dad didn't know what he wanted to do until he was in his last year of university. I have no clue right now, just going to do what I'm best at until I figure out what I really want to do... | |
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Jake Initiate
Posts : 215 Join date : 2008-05-21 Age : 29 Location : Edina
| Subject: Gaaa..... Sat Aug 30, 2008 3:21 pm | |
| Not that i would really know but im just going to lay back take it one step at a time (although im two years behind so im not sure if that makesa difference) but im kinda a go with the flow kinda person w/e happens happens. Nothing i can do bout it if im lazy im lazy and im not going to change the way i am feeling. | |
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EvilFurby22 Initiate
Posts : 115 Join date : 2008-05-27 Age : 30 Location : EDINA!!!!!!!!
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Sat Aug 30, 2008 9:03 pm | |
| well...seeing as i have..like....no money in my savings. my family is incredibly poor, and i hate school and get average grades, i think i see military service in my future. i mean, i love that stuff, they help pay for college (if ur not dead) and its a good way to get in shape. but if we're still in iraq when the time comes i'm gonna find something else till we're out. and i've really considered this. | |
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towerdude Apprentice
Posts : 420 Join date : 2008-05-22
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Sun Aug 31, 2008 4:36 pm | |
| honestly, find a hobby, do that, and just chill. read, play outside, talk with friends, write, play guitar or some instrument, just something. computer games dont count. and jeff he specifically said hes not suicidal. i dont think he is. he just said what most people wonder about. | |
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Joe Apprentice
Posts : 254 Join date : 2008-05-21 Age : 30 Location : Edina
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Sun Aug 31, 2008 8:16 pm | |
| same i am really unmotivated right now too. This probably isnt wat ur talking about but school mostly like im not doing my work and i feel like im gonna get bad grades and this year'll be more of the same. We really need to get together and play (as a band) SOMETIME SOON cause i think that will help and give us something to strive for. I mean- that is a long term goal for some ppl (unlike paintball, no offense) | |
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Crazychristian Admin
Posts : 839 Join date : 2008-05-20 Age : 31 Location : Edina, Minnesota
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Sun Aug 31, 2008 11:49 pm | |
| Ya Matt, I guess it is kinda obvious but thanks for spelling it out. Now I just need to find something to do. And you are right, computer doesn't count. Oh and I can't write for crap. But maybe I will just start a story about something I don't know.
I have also tried hanging out with my family, because I love them and after high school I might not see you guys ever again, but I will always see my family. So we should just do the best we can before we go our separate ways.
I am not doing our band thing Joe. It is just a thing that isn't going to happen for me. | |
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Jake Initiate
Posts : 215 Join date : 2008-05-21 Age : 29 Location : Edina
| Subject: Gaaa......... Mon Sep 01, 2008 7:07 pm | |
| Well u guys all know of my AMAZING musical ablitys (everyones thinking of rockband right now ("now how often do u hit the pedeal"--me)) So i nvr was in the band but just to say i said it "Im out of the band" | |
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Jeff Acolyte
Posts : 689 Join date : 2008-05-21 Age : 31 Location : Edina, MN
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Mon Sep 01, 2008 7:11 pm | |
| Well then, I'm in the band. GASP!!! | |
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0.0 Atom 0.0 Apprentice
Posts : 420 Join date : 2008-05-21 Age : 31 Location : Edina
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Tue Sep 02, 2008 6:56 pm | |
| Oh yea?! well I was never in THE BAND!!! SO THERE!!! | |
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Crazychristian Admin
Posts : 839 Join date : 2008-05-20 Age : 31 Location : Edina, Minnesota
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Tue Sep 02, 2008 11:22 pm | |
| Woah, hey adam your back! | |
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Posts : 420 Join date : 2008-05-21 Age : 31 Location : Edina
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Wed Sep 03, 2008 8:32 am | |
| ya im back havent really done the forum in a while but i start up again :D | |
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Crazychristian Admin
Posts : 839 Join date : 2008-05-20 Age : 31 Location : Edina, Minnesota
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Thu Sep 04, 2008 12:54 am | |
| Glad to see that we can at least stay connected through this. | |
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scott Initiate
Posts : 196 Join date : 2008-05-27 Age : 30 Location : Edina, Minnesota
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Mon Sep 08, 2008 8:51 pm | |
| Jeff we are definately going to see each other later in life. We will just give our contact info and then we can communicate(e-mail ect..) and i will visit you guys. Kind of like what my mom does with her highschool friends. P.S It works really well | |
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Joe Apprentice
Posts : 254 Join date : 2008-05-21 Age : 30 Location : Edina
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Thu Oct 02, 2008 8:20 pm | |
| I don't know if this is "gaaa...." exactly but it's what you guys were talking about. I am doing pretty well in school so far this year but I can't see keeping it up. But the new socialness is kinda helping a bit. I find that I am more motivated to do nomework when I am with friends. It sounds weird because a lot of people just tell their parents they are doing HW with friends so they can go out, but I can actually buckle down better when others are there. Maybe, (this is a little unrelated), it has to do with the fact that I am competitive? Or maybe its because when I am around other people I can't just sit around and read or like play random guitar, so I do something constructive. I don't know. Please comment. I think we need to stay on top of it all this year. | |
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Crazychristian Admin
Posts : 839 Join date : 2008-05-20 Age : 31 Location : Edina, Minnesota
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Sat Oct 04, 2008 12:23 pm | |
| Ya... mid-terms were not great for me. I have a B or a B+ in every class. No better...no worse. | |
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Posts : 420 Join date : 2008-05-21 Age : 31 Location : Edina
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Sat Oct 04, 2008 2:03 pm | |
| about the same for me with two As | |
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EvilFurby22 Initiate
Posts : 115 Join date : 2008-05-27 Age : 30 Location : EDINA!!!!!!!!
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Wed Dec 31, 2008 5:54 pm | |
| Blowing stuff up always makes me happy......although, maybe that's not a good thing......... | |
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towerdude Apprentice
Posts : 420 Join date : 2008-05-22
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Wed Dec 31, 2008 6:27 pm | |
| i agree. and i had like two a-'s and an a but ya b+'s fo' me wit two b's. | |
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Crazychristian Admin
Posts : 839 Join date : 2008-05-20 Age : 31 Location : Edina, Minnesota
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Tue Jan 13, 2009 4:48 pm | |
| - EvilFurby22 wrote:
- Blowing stuff up always makes me happy......although, maybe that's not a good thing.........
Lol me 2 | |
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towerdude Apprentice
Posts : 420 Join date : 2008-05-22
| Subject: Re: Gaaa.... Tue Jan 13, 2009 7:05 pm | |
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